{ Starting Over }

Starting treatment over again was fun and scary.  We knew this was it.  This could either leave us heartbroken or could give us everything we ever wanted.  We dove in head first though without thinking twice or looking back. 

Medication was some what the same.  We went in to meet with Dr. Lin  to have another exam, do some blood work and pick up all of my new medications.  The medications were pretty much the same with the addition of quite a few more shots and pills.  Thankfully they gave us the calendar below to help with some of the confusion and to keep things straight.

That day Dr. Lin told your mommy and daddy that their estimated due date would be October 11, 2012.  It was such a good thing to hear but at the same time we didn't want to hear it.  We loved the sound of it cause we wanted you so badly and really did want you to be arriving in October but we also didn't want to hear it in case things didn't work out. 

We had a positive feeling though and loved the confidence Dr. Lin gave us.  We instantly told your grandmas, grandpas, and Auntie Coco, the few people that knew that we were doing this, when your expected date of arrival would be and they too were so excited.